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#how it feels like to be an artist, a writer, a musician

art is sacrifice.

Udita Gowdety ( https://runningoutofcreativity.wordpress.com/ )

i’m so deeply in love with art (of any kind) that i’m wondering what it feels like to hate it. and then i realized i do hate art – mine.

i think every artist has the right to criticize their own art. it’s like that one song that makes you cry, and yet, you play it because you feel the beauty it holds in the pain.

sort of like that, you see the potential in your art and yet you hate it. you hope that your art changes others, impacts the world but at the same time, you just can’t help but hate it.

and lately, i’ve been creating and hating art more than i ever did.

maybe, i’m the only insane one who feels like this.

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-my way of dealing with you

The Universe is a poem…

“Why do you write so much, love?” he asked me.

Why do I write?

When I think about you, babe, my head goes crazy with the thoughts.

I wonder how to stop myself from going insane. The answer is I can’t. I can’t stop myself from going insane.

That’s why I write. I write so much because I can’t stop thoughts. I write and write and write because the only way I can live the next moment is by writing.

Not because I like to.

Not because I want to.

But because I need to.

I need to write to stop myself from getting killed.

I need to write to survive.

I need to write to breathe.

Breathe from the thoughts of you that might kill me.

“I like writing,” is my not – so – honest answer to him.

Gracias.

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