Tag: ironic

“What is life?”

“It is spontaneity in randomness. “

Hello mankind.

In the year of 2019, on a Sunday, dated 17th November, at 19:38 to be precise, a teenager with exactly 5061 days of life started writing her blog. It was a life changing event. For the first time in her 13 years, she believed that there was magic running through her veins. That her soul was comprised of victory. That she was truly free, for she controlled her mind as well as her emotions and feelings. She may not have lived long, but she knew that there was something in her that made her as old as the universe. Like she had experienced everything. Like she had once, long ago won in this experiment, we call life.

I am a poetic person. I hope you’ll excuse my dramatics. But my dramatics are only limited to my writing. In real life, I avoid drama to the point where I would literally die rather than gossip about people.

I refer to life as an experiment and here is why. It is a simple philosophy and everything that I’ve learnt from observing the trends in others’ lives just adds to my theory. We could do everything right, and it could all go wrong. Or, we could do everything wrong and it could all go right. Life’s unpredictable. The truth is that we cannot control life. And I, being the control freak I am, find pleasure in control. That is why, life scares me. Something, so uncertain, I could not come close to even liking. But the irony is that, I’ve always been attracted to everything that scares me. I have always been and presently am fascinated by my fears. Losing control is my fear. Life is chaotic. Life is randomness. Life is uncontrollable. And I am obsessed with figuring it out.

I’m an amateur in the world of blogging and I have no idea how else to introduce my ideas to the world. As I see it, I have to introduce myself before I introduce my ideas.

Dear reader, I thank you for taking the time to read this.